GOD GOOD GRACE

ALLAH Good Grace..
I'm waiting for YOUR answer GOD.
I BELIEVE YOU.

LightOfLife

finally got my new laptop..and i named it LightOfLife as in LUX..hehee

hope i get better n wiser person. thanks to person who paid the other half..=)

tomoro another day/set a new dream tonite/yeappp...btw,its a Lenovo.

.....iNTeRVaNtIoN...

ooOOPPPsssss...i did it agAiN...wats wrong wit me..huhu=(

Im sorry and i know its not real. u and me are not real.
dont worry.i'll fix it.

im coming.........

first vacation using my own salary....(with sponsored tickets)..hehehe

love flying so muchhhhhhhhhhyy...

hehehe...hope it went well...

........................................................................................bon voyage.

Is this's we call Real Life???

...position, authority, wealthy, superiority, and all other "state of life" which put us, sometimes above the others is given to 'test' ourself, in return.

few months in da "real world", i hav had already seen colors of life and people. to be someone below the others, and to "watch" and "listen" others be above the other people is a painful experience. i realised dat sometime, as a human somehow we jus kind of forget to analyse our own steps, and words before or at worst, after we did/said it.

i realised and want others to aware dat wat ever job which gives "power" to us over the others, is not really mean dat we can treat them as we want. this "power" never, on its on to declare that u are gud compared to people under ur authority. and most of that "power" is jus given to make sumthing working, not really is ur own power. In short, u are da representative which hiding behind dat power.

problems with us, human..you and me..we easy to feel proud on small thing dat we hav achieved or given to us. we make our own intepretation dat we hav already above da other, gud enuf to tease and belittle others.

these dramas, just really make me laughs inside, and wanna cry at da same time. Wat a world!..yeayh...wat a world.

a reminder for me..and you..and others:

never lose our humanity, rasional judgement, and manners whenever we are up at da top or down at bottom. Do not make our own words and steps show how "badly" we are inside. you what, our verbal and non-verbal comm. are enuf to reflect who we are inside. be someone with brain.

................................its much more easier to be clever, but not wiser person.

"Tak susah untuk jadi bijak, tapi tak ramai yang dapat jadi bijakSANA"

trip to CH-Cameron Highland

it was on 30th of october,2010..hehe..bout a month ago. really love da cold-windy weather there.n its 'charming' strawberriess, beautiful-peace tea farm (but road to BOH tea farm is really small and dangerous..quite scarry.and i was REAL nervous walking up to the BOH tea centre)..n da flowers are blooming everywhere (especially roses..huhu..i want to see it everyday,wish to hav a garden full of roses..=)),even the normal small grass flower in my place growth so big and "healthy" there, and one more thing.the mornin glory..which shud be "glory" during mornin, is blooming and 'glory' from morning to evening.haha..oohh..my gudness.wish i were born there.hahaa..but surely NOT.im certainly want to go back there one day..wit "you" and his d90.its gonna be awesome with cool pictures right??hmm..when we were there,we stayed an apartment,da owner is so kind to offer lower price for us.actually he is da father of my sister's fren..so,dats y we got "discount"..hhehe..its really comfortable to be in his apartment.wish i can buy a apartment at CH too..heeheh..too many wishes la cik ilani nie..kn kn...??hahaha..myb its can be consider in my retirement plan...hakahakahk.em..btw..i luv the name 'CH"..hehe..till we meet again..i luv CH.

Reality

people used to said dat when u r working, there's no time to enjoy..or no life
yup..lesser time to enjoy make fun with frens
but this is the real life..i hav reached da destination for my education.dis is wat we all struggling for before..hope i can do it with heart coz i dont hav da heart of working now...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........tired.but.donno wat the best.need to accept it...= =

moving a car..hahahaha

yuppy..appa yeapp yeapp..

first time after 3 years of not "touching" the "stereng"..i made the car move again.=)
bit nerves at first but...the next thing is very exciting...ohh forgot to mention,,jus an auto car..hahahaa

wat ever la..jnji epy,...kn kn???jgn langgar bus lg yerk..=p


***when can i hav my own car??a white one....someday.

another trial

Just came back from perak yesterday..and the day after tmoro i hav to be on the road again..for another trial to be employed..=(..actually it's jus a training, a month working skill training back in JB.It will start in august..so i'll be in utm for the whole puasa...if im accepted la..lots of my money has gone for the interviews..my time,my effort and HOPE..still no sign of brighter future-

i dont know what GOD hav plan for me..i still wish for the best..

..reality bites. Yes it does sometime.